I think I will have to figure it out - to find the answer to middle sized "what for to live". I know the answer to the big "what for" - the aim or life. But how does it work in every day?
While there were school and later studies, it was very easy to run away from this question. You just knew - these 4 year I have to spend to finish bachelor degree. This 1 year is my voluntary service. These 2 years - studies for master degree. And now??? What is the period that is started now? These 40 years of work till retirement?
