Christmas with family

Believe me or not but in this day snow looked different and the colour of light had different feeling. I was walking to the church, Christmas service, and there were so many nice things I would like to point and be joyful about like a little kid. But there was nobody to share with. My family went to visit some friends. I didn't want to go. Both because there are many things to do as well as because I believe that Christmas should be spend with closest people. My people are here. They should be here.

After the church I went to friends house. And as a surprise I felt just the right Christmas feeling - like in a family. With candle lights and Christmas tree. And different snacks and hot tea. It was so simple - you don't need to do something to earn possibility to be there and enjoy it. It is just because you are almost part of the family.

Bad habbits

It's so not fair that we got used to some people and then there is no possibility to meet them. You miss them and wish they were here. But they are not.

Solution? There rarely is one. You can just hope that some day you will meet after all.