Surprising or not but you can live only one life and only once. I can't wish great job in centre of big city and home somewhere far away where I could spend days in garden just working there because I enjoy it. I could try commuting but sooner or later I am faced with the fact that there is no time for everything. Even if I live in that paradise house if I have to drive for hours to get to the job every day, it's not working. No time for gardening. Even no time for sleeping. But I am not strong enough also to change job - because it is just perfect and I couldn't find anything like that closer to my home.
So - one life and two dreams. It's not working. Only one dream works and even not always so :) I have to chose. But deep down in heart I understand that I have already chosen. Already long time ago. Otherwise I wouldn't be where I am now. Dreaming about garden and perfect house makes me stronger even if there would pass years till I realize this dream. Dreaming about perfect job and doing something else would ruin me very fast.
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