Best week of the year

And again this year - without me.

There is one awesome week in a year when people from Texas are coming to Cesis. They are organizing evangelic basketball camps for children of my city.

I have been to hundreds of camps (ok, to be accurate I could say tens of camps) but this one every week is special. Why? Not so sure. I think it is because that is week when not only I care for others but others really truly care for me. It is awesome to see how lives of many kids are changed. It is miracle to see them coming back to church later on and we can share a bit of this excitement about this camp because we have experienced it and no others can understand it so well.

But it is special in one more way. These are people that helped me to grow in faith when I just started my road. And every time they come back I feel the same excitement because I know - something will change. And it is nice that they don't just disappear. They come back to be a testimony for new kids but also to check on old ones to see how they are doing.

Love them. Love the way God is working through them.

What dreams may come

Surprising or not but you can live only one life and only once. I can't wish great job in centre of big city and home somewhere far away where I could spend days in garden just working there because I enjoy it. I could try commuting but sooner or later I am faced with the fact that there is no time for everything. Even if I live in that paradise house if I have to drive for hours to get to the job every day, it's not working. No time for gardening. Even no time for sleeping. But I am not strong enough also to change job - because it is just perfect and I couldn't find anything like that closer to my home.

So - one life and two dreams. It's not working. Only one dream works and even not always so :) I have to chose. But deep down in heart I understand that I have already chosen. Already long time ago. Otherwise I wouldn't be where I am now. Dreaming about garden and perfect house makes me stronger even if there would pass years till I realize this dream. Dreaming about perfect job and doing something else would ruin me very fast.

Hungry?

Friend is a person that says: "if you are hungry, go to the kitchen, there must be something in the fridge".

But I would still prefer to be served as a guest.