Letter from myself in past

Last year on 31st of December I wrote a letter for myself. I received it recently (by post, of course. Don't ask how!).

What I can see is how wonderful God has worked in my life. I had a feeling that He would. I trusted it, but had now idea how it will happen.

I left a well paid job. And later I left another job that was how I write there 'almost my dream job'. I left studies. And hobby. And family. I left my old life and my country to be an intern in Poland for 7 months. That was something not many people understood - how can I leave almost perfect life and risk to have nothing when I return.

Yeah, I have lost some things that were valuable to me. But it was precious experience, something I was dreaming to do for almost 5 years. Something I thought was the right choice.

Now I have returned.

I have a job. Not the one that was 'almost perfect'. Now I have the one that IS perfect. I will return to studies on February (hope, everything will be OK). And step by step I can get my old life back. Only in a new, much higher quality.

Like that tree I wrote a long time ago. Why can't a tree be blue? Forget it...

Just following dreams is the best we can do. Usually.

P.S. in that letter I mention this blog to myself. Yeah, I'm not here often. But maybe I will.