It was a nice day, but... I'm a little bit sad because this Christmas miss something very important this year. Maybe that is because of expectations. If I expect that our family, we will be together and have fun time. And even if we are together it's not so fun anyway. If I expect that I will be home with family in the New year celebrations but now it seems that they are going away. And I am left alone. And the worst thing about all of this - it is just the way I am used to do - to leave them during holidays. But now - the first year I would really appreciate being together I'm alone.
Anyway, it's not so bad as it could seem. Maybe it would be much nicer tomorrow when relatives and friends will come for celebration. And maybe I'll go to New Year youth camp...
And I hope I will have a chance to go to church tomorrow. I really need it. Christmas without Christ - it's the worst thing that could happen.
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