Thursday, January 3, 2008

I'm not stupid, I'm not crazy, I'm just the way I am

I am learning to trust God. If he has said that some things are wrong, there are no reason to doubt and think that I can set my own rules. Even if ir seems that it is just doing what everyone else does.

Everyone does that and everyone knows it is not right, even not legal. In this case I am talking about downloading films and music from Internet. That is a great challenge to respect the rules in this situation. It gives so much pleasure to see all those films without paying for a rent or waiting when they will be shown on TV. But... We can't say that in this case the rules that we should follow rules can be forgotten.

It is hard. And it will be even harder but it is my hope and dream to follow this rule with the motivation to trust God that He knows better what is good for us. Maybe also in last months I have seen the bad impact from all these films. Even if I watch them critically, there is some message they bring. And it is amazing how much they influence children! Most of the time they base their opinion on films! When I hear that I can't imagine how it would be to raise my own child and protect him from all this impact...


So I keep on moving - step by step, trusting my Lord and experiencing the life with Him.