Friday, September 7, 2007

Step by step

There are moments when you don't know what will happend next and what is worse - it is hard just to take a deep breath and wait. B
During the last camp we had hiking in the night and we had 3 torches for 6 people. I hadn't mine so in the forests I had just to follow others that tried to show the way. On the road it was easy - just to take the direction and walk - full of trust and hope that there won't be any pits in the road. In the forest it was much harder. There was no road, even not a normal path. Trees were fallen not only all around but also in our way. Branches of the trees were everywere hitting the walkers and rushing in our heads, pouring water into the eyes.
But we had to walk to reach the destination. At first the unusual situation paralised me and I thought it is impossible to walk if you don't see almost anything! But then step by step I learnt to trust other persons. I just grabbed one my friend Gunda by hand and followed her. Step by step. Not knowing what will follow, not knowing where we are and what is in our road. Step by step. And we made it! After a long way and many hours we reached the finish and felt both exausted and happy for those things we have done.
ut that is how it is arranged - we can learn to trust God who is way smarter than we are and that sees the big picture. There are many changes in my life right now and I don't know what will happend next. I am affraid to be hurt if I make some wrong move but in the same time I don't want to stand where I am just because I am scared of mistakes. So I grab His hand and move - step by step. Not knowing where the path leads and what is in my road. Step by step trusting Him and following where He will lead me.

1 comment:

daiquri said...

..kad esmu ieraudzījis, cik lielas ir manas iespējas, es jūtos daudz sliktāk nekā agrāk. Jo es zinu, ka man varētu būt viss, bet man tas nav vajadzīgs.
Paulu Koelijs