Tuesday, September 11, 2007

...in an open palm

I wonder what will happend next? In this one day I have experienced great happiness because of hearing 'congratulations' - I am selected for a job I really wanted to do. And then - just a couple of hours later suspence and doubt if everything can be solved in the way that I would be able to do that work (oh, 'just' technical problems).
I was thinking about the idea one my friend Maris was teaching - you are receiving things from God. Say thanks, but still keep them in an open palm - ready to give them back to Him.
I thought - ouch, yeah, I am ready to give that gift I was excited about back to Lord, but why should that happend so fast - already IN THE SAME DAY???
Now I have solved those problems (I hope so), but I'm not so sure that everything will just manage to be without difficulties. I don't know what will happend next. I think I will need a lot of chocolate and even more prayers.

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