consequences

One thing leads to another. Simple but amazing thruth. I think about some great things and opportunities I have today and I have them because some time ago in the past I have met some people, we have talked about something and.. So it goes on. We hear some offer and always there is a choise - to say 'yes' or 'no'. And the consequences of that decision to accept something or not - those can be seen maybe only after years.

I love the oportunity to study what I study (hm.. if I didn't have bad mark in economics many years ago that caused me to prove the teacher that I can do better - would I have felt in love with this subject?)

I love the work I am doing (I don't know if it is a really good job, but I love it. It's something close to my dream job - I am a research analyst. It couldn't happend if I wouldn't left my previous job that was good but not close to my dreams)

I love Proem and I would really like to spend 7 months there serving youth and children. I don't know if it is possible but anyway I had a great experience this summer and hope to go back there again. Maybe all my lifre would be different if before 5 years in one youth meeting one boy Lauris wouldn't share his experience - spending a summer in the USA in the child camps. Then I first realized I want to do something like that. Lauris isn't alive anymore. But this one meeting and conversation changed a lot in my life.




Thinking. Every thing, every choise leads to some consequences.

Most of the time we don't know what the consequences would be (ha, is that something new??) No. I even don't try to say something new. I am just amazed sensing and seeing at leat something from this big picture.