Sunday, August 19, 2007

I need support...

It is great to see all these Christian families that even go to mission trips all together. I think I would be excited to have parents and sibligs like that.
I have a nice family, but... There is a little but. They don't really support my wish to participate in different christian events, and the idea to go on trip that could be called a mission for 7 months... yeah, that really is something my dad rebuke me for EVERY day and he says that he will do ALL his life! I still have more than 6 month before going (if I go, I hope so) and that means EVERY day full of condemnation.

The question my parents always ask: 'what this trip will give YOU?' And I can't explain them that not always we need to look for some good things for ourselves but for some great things you can do for OTHERS. Mentioning that I want to spend these 7 months serving God would have even less results because then they just thought I am crazy.

But I don't want to waste my life and after 10 years remember this possibility and be sorry for not doing the way I wished. It will be hard but I have made a decission.

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